A builder, hard worker, honest, with your feet planted squarely on the ground, you bring structure to the world. Your work requires a tangible finished product at completion. You are excellent at details and routine. Your economical and practical side make...s you a good accountant, efficiency expert, programmer. Analytical and organized, you bring order for others. It is possible that you could work in the field of law and order, as you can assume much responsibility and help to protect others. Your work has an earthly quality to it, and you are here to experience the world as a structured place.

Monday, 9 July 2012

No one will ever know, the pain I feel inside....

NO one will ever know ,the pain i feel inside..what i have been thru for all the past of  years and for this years..If people saw me they will think  i have a perfect life but i'm not.Deep in my heart only God know how suffer i'am...so sadd right...(crying...)

Today i feel not very well and i think i'm sick after work too hard for this 3 month..Todays i can not breathe like normal and i i go to clinic... i ignore myself  till i get sick and the pain is only me know! I'm still can't move on this life.... It's sort of like what you were saying how on the one hand, expectations can inspire you, but, then again, they can really let you down. I'm not ready to be let down quite yet. But I still have hope, that one day, I'll take a chance again, in the horrible face of expectation. And it'll be worth it.huhh!

Life is a challenge, and so is love. Things never come easy in life; if they do, memories are rare, suffering won’t get me  through the tough times, there’s nothing to look back on. There’s no mistakes that i learn from. In the end, it’s all worth it. Because of love i lose my life...
It's hurt me a lots...but i feel so greatfull coz from this i learned  my life..yes,no one know the pain i feel...but everything i put in my prayer..Referr to Isaiah 61:1-3 “He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted…to comfort all who mourn…to give them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness.That they may be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that He may be glorified.”...

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